2023 Author: Katelyn Chandter | [email protected]. Last modified: 2023-05-21 13:08
My mom taught me all her life to be good, kind, compliant and cultured, but it was initially a bad idea in times of change. The modern world is not for good piano boys. It is for men who look like flint.
I was born in a completely different country, which was called the USSR. At that time, parents approached education in a completely different way than they do now. Then they were preparing to live in a world where everyone helps each other and completely different values. My mother said to be a good, kind, cultured and pleasant boy. She said that I should not swear, argue, fight and offend other people. I knew how to play the piano and fought badly. I was definitely not ready for the modern world that we now see outside the window.
Kindergarten, school, university, army, work as an engineer. At the age of 27, I quit my job and left the capital of our vast country. This is how my second life began, in which there were completely different values and rules.
In the past, I have made mistakes many times in the past that I hardly ever make now. The modern world is not for good piano boys. It is for men who look like flint. Gone are the days when you could be good. When I swallowed words inside myself, I gave in to others and tried to be cultured.
Do you know what I'll tell you? Fuck you
Fuck everyone … fake friends who were just pretending to be them. Who needed something from me, but then substituted at the opportunity and left in trouble.
Fuck everyone … girls who confessed their love, and then easily went to richer and more successful daddies.
Fuck everyone … envious people who criticized, discussed, laughed, slandered and tried to put a spoke in the wheel.
Fuck everyone … people who thought I was weak because of kindness and compassion. That enjoyed my trust.
I never told everyone who let me down and betrayed me in a past life. But now it's time to tell everyone at once: "Come on, everyone …"
The modern world is not for good boys, it is for bad guys who can stand up for themselves. It's a pity that it took me almost 30 years to understand this and change my character …