We love to seem better than we really are. White and fluffy. At both sides. The main thing is not to get angry! Iron only on the fur, feed with lunch and put to bed under a warm blanket.
“If you watch you get angry, the anger decreases.
And if you watch love, love grows.
Observation itself changes everything."
Sri Sri Ravi Shankar
Once upon a time, a long time ago, and at the same time so recently, I thought that the world around me consisted of gray tones. And what they write about love is actually not there. There are no halves, bright, sensual emotions and filled days. There are no crazy dates and night walks. There are no tender hugs and gentle lips. No goosebumps from just one memory! Everything is invented. There is a faceless crowd, and nobody really needs anyone. And all the fairy tales about love - in order to quickly drag into bed, to cover up the nakedness of a poor soul!
We like to delve into ourselves, loved ones, listen to beautiful words about us, listen to compliments and take them at face value. We love to seem better than we really are. White and fluffy. At both sides. The main thing is not to get angry! Iron only on the fur, feed with lunch and put to bed under a warm blanket, preferably with the hostess. Otherwise, everything inside will come out. And do not touch, do not touch, do not touch! Do not start serious conversations, do not ask unnecessary questions. In general, do not climb into your personal space with your feet.
You knock on closed doors, you take it by storm, and then you realize that it was not necessary. The wrong person. Wrong doors. And all in vain. While you bang your head against the wall, the real "half" passed by without noticing you. It's not meant to be. It could have been different. Where's the justice?
I don’t want to know anything. I want to be here and now. But this is unrealistic. The female brain is arranged in such an amazing way that it itself draws the desired one. Sometimes these are fears inflated to monstrous proportions, more often - dreams, plans and desires. We need to plan everything in advance and put it on the shelves. To be confident in the future. Otherwise - chaos, pillow tantrums and depression.
I am watching what is happening. The world outside the window is huge, changeable, with raging emotions, deep to infinity, like an ocean. He lives! Passes through itself, grinds and spits out the weak, spineless to the shore. Overboard. Natural selection. The strongest survives. And everyone begins to move their elbows, pushing those next to them. Of course, there is no time for humanity and simple, ordinary joys. Not a place or a time. Time for strong men and independent businesswoman. Those who do not know how to fight are given a place in social networks - create a legend, invent yourself, a new one.
